Zaranea

Hey Guys <3

I am going to visit DoKoMi 2013, May 18th/19th in Duesseldorf.
Who will be there as well <3

I am going to cosplay and Con Hon there around approximately on May 19th
I would SO love so see some of you there

Well...actually just writing this entry to push down my Merry Christmas Journal
Little not-Up-to-date, isn't it?

And I just can't get my lazy assup to do anything creativ or draw or practise I don't know.
I somehow can't get rid of the feeling that I lack plenty of the creativity which I used to have like 2 years ago.

Am I getting all too grown up or am I just out of practise?
I really miss drawing. I miss you pals liking my drawings but  no matter what I start with after the sketch I lack inspiration and motivation to continue. ANd anyways...I somehow have the attitude to think:
Baaaaw no this is bad why can't I do it better beacse I am drawing for such a long time now...

So emberassing -_-

Ahhh but yet another theme :3
I am thinking of a resent name change.

From LittleMeroko-chan to my More catchy and by time far more common Nick Name: ZARANEA
Using it in  several Games because it is unique nad not always given away

What do you think?

Greets
Mero~

              




So well now....I have good news

Haha I knew I was like: OMG life sucks it's so terrible.

But now <3 I finally got my University place and will study architecture. I got a new boyriend and we are terribly happy with each other and I am SO hoping that this time we will be able to stay together for a VEEEEERY long time because I really love him and he loves me :3

So in 4 weeks a new and very important part of my life will beginn and I am looking forward to it >w<!


But to something else:

I am offerin art trades and well....who ever is interested in one may send me a note or write a comment in here and yeah

I have 4 weeks of....doing nothing ahead and I don't want to completely waste my time
So if you like just ask and I see what I can do

My life seems to be a constant up and down in the last weeks!

After I made my A-Levels (not as successful as I expected :[ ) I gathered some work experience at a painter's shop for 3 weeks.
That was the time when I at least had some sort of a reagulated schedule everyday...

But now...well for several weeks I am bobbing up and down in a sort of constant-Saturday.
I keep on forgetting which day of the week we have...and if I didn't knew it any better I would think I am pregnant

Because one day I am like OMGWTFAWESUMEVERYTHINGISSOGREATIFUCKINGLOVEMYLIVE!
And the other day I feel like "I will never ever come out of my bed again because everything sucks"

You know...I applied for university place to study architekture.  I applied at two universyties, Dortmund und Aachen. The NC in Dortmund was like....2.7 and I thought "Ohhh well! That will be easy going!"
But it wasn't...I was rejected by both Universyties in the first...now I have no clue what I am going to do for ONE FUCKING YEAR because I didn't apply for an apprenticeship training position.
So well this so getting me down atm D:
OTL

And on TOP of all of it...I am having the worst Artblock of my life!

So enough of the wining...

Greez

Mero